My memories of him fill a champagne glass.
In it the lucid liquid shines like a diamond’s shininess would
prick at the eyeball, and yes, its burning sting on my lips is by the
same cruel sharpness the precious diamond possesses. So I shy away;
look at the memory glass no more.
But it beckons to me, the intense brightness, when Night blankets my
world and instead of warmth brings a loneness that is mine only*. I drink from the glass.
An acute, esoteric, exquisite taste: a hint of sweetness on the tongue, a splash of sour
burns the throat, a simmering fire torments the body... Bitterness is brought forth from the heart.
The glass overturns, and
wine and tears spill over the blanket of the Night.
* "Somewhere there is an end to everything, and the loneness of the
dark is one's own." From Rabindranath Tagore's The Gardener, chapter 65.
- Mood:
sad
My teeth hurts. I look ugly. I'm going to school tmr (they call it college, but wads the diff? It's just another prison.)
MUGGERS GO TO PRISON. (i deserve this punishment for being a mugger...)
I wanna bite something. (preferably a piece of chocolate)
- Mood:
morose - Music:Bu Xiang Dong De - Angela Zhang
Ok, tt sentence was random.
And so is this.
And this.
Shit, Im saying random crap.
Random pic taken when i was back in aj... Not designed by me tho... Wad an ugly pic.
NICE rite!! I also want with the initial 'Y'! Wy give to banana one...
My kangnae bear!! Super chubby and nice to hug... Looks like weida's 'Little Weida Bear'... But kangnae is an eunuch hahaha...
Scandal! I saw NANA at comics connection!!! Isn't she a manga/movie character?? Oh, it's jus maria acting cool...
Ok, tts all for randomness...
Will post abt njc and og1 when i haf energy...
Road run today! F***!! Im gonna stroll my way to finish. Cos my legs are half dead frm dancing...
AHH its V day again~ This yr my Valentine is.......FREEDOM!! Same as the past 16 yrs of my life... *sweatdrops*
No la, actually my valentines should be B-chan and S-chan, since Im meeting them for lunch tmr. Too bad M-chan cannot go....
V day reminds me of chocolates, roses, red, wine.... Ah, PINK is in the air~~~ [wherever they are, i hope yunjae, yoosu, kangteuk, eunhae and others (like akame, new one haha) are having much fun with each other lol]
As I dun have $$$ to buy the items mentioned above, I shall send to my family, nakamas BSM, and other true friends my love, ai, sarang by sharing some of my current favourite love songs~! Yay! I love listening to love songs, though they are irrelevant to me....
#1 Kiss~ Kaerimichi no Love Song by Tegomass (News)
Credits: BraveHeart92
Introduced to me by M-chan!! This song is sooooooooooooo sweet~!! Pure and clean voices, sweet melody, lovely smiles on cute boys' faces and super romantic lyrics!!! Tegoshi and Masuda look and sound so naive and cute, esp when they seem like they are singing the song to each other (Aw........!) Melts me into a puddle of melted chocolate lol. This happy and sweet love song makes me feel haengbok... I want my bf to sing this to me! (if i actually get one) Or maybe changmin or jonghun can sing this to me *gets smacked*, or maybe I prefer Hongki or kyuhyun's voices *gets strangled*, or maybe such a cute song should be sung to me by ryeowook and sungmin....*gets thrown off building*
'AH~ LOVE is in the air....' says a puddle of melted red chocolate.
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:Kiss~ Kaerimichi no Love Song
#2 Love in the Ice by Tohoshinki
Credits: de5ruby, dbsker/HeavensWine2, PaJkUbVwJ
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~!!! My DBSK is so gorgeous and they sang it so well!!!!! Love dbsk forever.. They are perfect (HOTness, check! Cuteness, check! Singing skills, check! Dancing skills, check! Personality, check! Teamwork, check!!) Best group in the world~ Love in the Ice is one of their best songs, in my opinion. It's rly difficult to sing, with all the high notes and harmonisation. Once again, DBSK proves that they are not just pretty faces. Their singing is incredible and their live performances even more so! This song is fabulous~ The lyrics are touching and meaningful and very well-written, and the song has little duets between the members which are rly cool and well done (love the YUNJAE) and the bridge! Amazing!! Love how junsu almost sang his head off (hmm weird description...) and the others' add-ins. Very emotional. Great harmonisation and great song, a very touching love song, can make ppl cry~~
[Jaejoong is soooo beautiful~~]
Hmm... I wna write a love song too... Called 'Love in the Chocolate'... LOLZ
- Mood:
giggly - Music:Love in the Ice
#3 Kizuna by Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)
Credits: laylayuri
Gokusen 2 theme song! I love it!! I like melancholic love songs like these the most~ This is a kinda sad song with a beautiful melody and quite deep meanings in the lyrics. Written by Kame chan himself, woah~ I like the word 'kizuna' which means bond haha. It is abt separation but the bond still exists and will not disappear... Its a sad but beautiful love and feeling, in my opinion... Quite relevant to all the boy x boy pairings I fangirl over... T.T don't break up plsssssssss
Wa... Kame is rly pretty and slender, ne? Very attractive and compatible with Bakanishi Jin =) He keeps reminding me of Heechul, minus the bitchiness lol. But have you seen him dance? That kind of hot sexy dance? Omg very slutty and flexible... there's ample Heenim spirit in his dance. Impressive. In this song his voice and singing is gd enough, and the main thing that attracts me to this song is the emotion he put into singing it. Maybe its because he wrote the lyrics, or the melody is affecting me, he sound so sincere and serious, its heart-breaking. Theres a version where he sang it with Bakanishi, and tt was gd too. (maybe cos he wrote the song for Jin?)
P.S: I still think Jaejoong is prettiest!
Like the songs? Which is yr fav??
Anyways, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Hope we can all get hot and wonderful guys like the above mentioned!!!
Ciao,
D-chan <3
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Kizuna
I'm going to friend-lock all posts that reveal personal information abt myself or my friends from today onwards, which means only those who has a livejournal account and is friended to me can see the posts. The objective is to protect myself and my friends' info and pics from being taken and used for purposes that are not our intentions. This is essential as I am one who likes to post private stuff like pics and things tt I only wish to let my friends know on my lj.
Sophia and WY: go register an account and let me know so I can add you as my friend! You dun nid to do other things except log in...
PS: This also means that I will not add any user as my friend so casually. Most probably I will only add ppl I know as my friends.
- Mood:
sick - Music:FT Island
I have decided to use lj cuts for pics... So my post will not be so longggggggggggg
After we came back home, a postman delivered my belated present from my sis... YAY!! IT'S GREAT! I LOVE IT AND I LOVE MY SIS!!!!
Wna know wad is it???
I'M LOVIN' IT~~
Thx wy~!
- Mood:
crazy - Music:Lovesick (vocal+guitar+bass only)